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Thursday, October 19, 2006

Let’s just say I lived my previous year and half full of uncertainties…

 

No regrets but an experience worth learning from

I dated someone who was protective and in my point of view, insecure

Lived with him in his apartment, and dropped my social life

A big mistake, lost a few friends, now alone

Family and best friend helped me the day I needed their support at most

I cannot thank them enough for all the trouble I cause

My selfishness, my mistake, I will never let it happen again

 

For now, I’d like to understand, appreciate and know myself

A new personality, a new life, a new beginning ….


Friday, July 14, 2006

NEPHEW / GODSON ... how adorable ?

 


Thursday, December 22, 2005

Stuck between 2 worlds…

 

Indecisive decisions as to what I want or what anyone wants

Two worlds and stuck right in between, not sure which ones is greater

Not sure which one is better…

Two worlds – being single and being in love

Now which one do you prefer?

 

Most people like myself gets caught in a situation especially after recent breakup to fall in this line… a line invisible yet so strong to confuse the mind and incapable of making a decision… In my situation (at least my personality) I listen to my heart more than I listen to my mind (this doesn’t make me stupid but maybe just an idiot) … I know the difference of what’s right and what’s wrong, just a matter of following what brings happiness to myself… I am now caught in this line, the line that I can’t explain but I know is there, confusing my mind every hour, every minute, every second of the day wondering…”what am I doing?” … I am happy being with him, I am happy seeing him smile, I am happy waking up next to him and I am happy for the feeling of being in love…the confuse that bothers me is “where is this going to end? (or will it?)”


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Alone Again, Naturally - Gilbert O'Sullivan

In a little while from now,
If I'm not feeling any less sour,
I promised myself, to treat myself,
And visit a nearby tower ..........
And climbing to the top,
will throw myself off,
In an effort to, make clear to whoever,
What it's like when you're shattered .......
Left standing in the lurch,
At a church where people saying .....
My God, that's tough, she stood him up,
No point in us remaining .......
May as well go home,
As I did on my own,
Alone again, naturally.

To think that only yesterday,
I was cheerful, bright and gay.
Looking forward to-
Who wouldn't do- the role I was about to play.
but, as if to knock me down,
Reality came around,
And without so much as a mere touch,
Cut me into little pieces.
Leaving me to doubt, Talk about God in His mercy,
Who, if He really does exist,
Why did He desert me?
And in my hour of need,
I truely am, indeed,
Alone again, naturally.

It seems to me that there are more hearts,
Broken in the world that can't be mended,
Left unattended, what do we do?
What do we do?

Alone again, Naturally.

Looking back over the years,
And whatever else that appears.
I remember I cried when my father died,
Never wishing to hide the tears.
And at sixty-five years old,
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn't understand why the only man,
She had ever loved had been taken.
Leaving her to start, with a heart so badly broken,
Despite encouragement from me,
No words were ever spoken.
And when she passed away,
I cried and cried all day,

Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally.


Friday, December 16, 2005

I feel hatred I feel pain that my feelings is crying out in tears …

Though you don’t see it, it’s there

As much as I want to deny what had happened or the pain it caused me

It’s unnatural for me to deny…

Human emotion is hard to control but …

From the way it ended and from the way it happened …

It actually made me stronger, made me feel like a new woman

One who will stand up for what she believes

And that’s who I am

The one who will face my fears

Like singing in front of a crowd knowing how scared I am

But I’ve manage to control myself, I’m happy

Every night I fight not to pick up my phone to call you

Every night I fight not to think of you

But as those every night passes by, I feel better and stronger

Knowing that I did my best, I showed my love, I gave it all

And if that never satisfied your need, then it’s your loss… not mine

 

Look at me smile, look at me grow, and look at me being independent

That I could careless of what everyone is thinking…



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